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Rod Dreher's avatar

Just got an unsubscriber to this newsletter. She said she is "tired of Catholic Church bashing." Huh. I thought this piece was in a real sense defending Catholic tradition against those within the Catholic Church who are wrecking it. How can we talk about the connection between doctrine and worship if we can't talk about where it goes off the rails?

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One of my daughters is a contemplative sister of the order of Poor Clares -- her vocation is one of radical self-sacrifice -- and in her Christmas letter to me, she asked if I felt a sense of hopelessness in the face of the evil that has overtaken our Church and nation.

I replied to her: hopelessness, no. Weariness, yes...the weariness that comes from fighting what seems like a losing battle your whole life. And then to have the Pope himself defect to the enemy...hard to swallow. But also clarifying.

I think it's difficult to be a thinking person who pays attention...and at the same time not have one's faith challenged on some level by the historic crisis of moral and spiritual corruption that continues to devastate the Church.

Our current Pope, his powerful friends, and the faithless bureaucrats surrounding them make the Pharisees of Jesus's day look positively benign. They preach a false brand of "mercy" and wrap it up in pious claims of fidelity to the merciful message of Jesus, but it's all hollow and fake. In fact, if Jesus were to return to Earth tomorrow, they'd be in the front ranks of the mob demanding his crucifixion.

So why do I stay? Many reasons: first, the theological and intellectual arguments remain compelling and of great significance to me.

Second, it is who I am and how I was raised from babyhood. The rituals. The memories. The prayers.

The mystery. The sheer wonder of it. I could no more walk away from all that than walk away from myself.

Third, an increasing sense of historical perspective. Yes, the current crisis is in many ways unprecedented. But there have been many crises over the course of 2,000 years. The story of the Church is one of great heroes, martyrs, and saints...but also villains, traitors, and scoundrels.

In fact, it's been said the villains, traitors, and scoundrels provide their own ironic evidence for the Church's authenticity -- the argument being that no institution without divine protection could have possibly survived them.

Fourth, my own personal experience and observation are mostly ones of good priests...reverent in liturgy and orthodox in theology. Indeed, the current crop of younger priests is notable for these qualities. Ironic as hell, given the crew of corrupt geezers now calling the shots in Rome.

Fifth, the inspirational witness of my own large and wonderful family: six children, five of them now married with large families of their own, another with a religious vocation, all strong in faith. They learned it from me and my wife...and even if I were to lose my faith, which I haven't and won't, I would never betray my children by walking away from it.

Sixth, I've seen miracles...in my own life and the lives of my family. The miracles give me hope. They bolster my faith. They tell me that I'm where I'm supposed to be. And so I intend to stay there...right to the end...no matter what happens.

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